Moving on's a b!tc#?

I finally stopped all contact with my ex after tooo much drama. I also just got my first job & am going to college which keeps me busy, so it helps. But i've been pretty cold about it which is good for me until yesterday. Ive been having dreams about us & we just talked in one, but I woke up & "I don't wanna fall asleep..I don't wanna miss a thing" by aerosmith came on my mom's radio alarm & it was wierd & angrily turned it off. But that was one of our songs & I DO miss that, it made me miss him & later I cried & coudln't stop & it was wierd & frustrating. maybe cause im so tired. it's so hard not to call. i'm even looking into meeting new guys. our mutual friend brings him up & we argue. I went into his email (bad) & realise how he was already moving on a year ago when we weren't broken up yet. It pissed me off & hurts & i feel stupid & gullible. I thought i was past the hurt but im not. my mom thinks we were soulmates but not "twin flames"ugh.Does the pain ever go away?